Extraordinary..

When you see someone with an extraordinary talent or whatever extra in their self,what will you do?For me,it's because they work extra hard,for what they want and achieve.which is they aim for the best,to be where they are now..so,dont be a person who knows how to talk and put someone down,just because your envy or maybe you do not like the particular person.You can always learn something good from that person and used it in your daily life,or to motivate you to be better in what ever you do..just take the good ones,and i think we are good to go and do whatever that is Best for us.We can always say this and that to other people,but,i think ,we should look at ourself.look deeper and asked yourself,what did i achieved so far?how long you gonna stay there and let others destroy you?just because you are trying to do something different and be better.in other word to challenge yourself,and how you will deal life later on.
i will always going to remember one thing,life is full of oppurtunity,if you know how to grab it or wiling to take chance,as im going too,for,i know,it's abit too late to think that way..But,i know and always knows that Allah and people that really belive in me,will always give me the blessing.
I just want to be the Best and still stay true and humble to myself.Im dreaming of so many thing in life,but,let it stays in my beautiful thoughts for now.:)
im sharing this,because,i wish to be an extra2 ordinary person,like some of the people that i met and admire,along this road and journey of my life,where they are an amazing people and are the strong ones,that proves that nothing is impossible.which is im trying to adapt to it,but,im happy to be just me and just want to be extra2 ordinary to my love ones and support them along the way..i think im good at that..:)and earn a living,way better living and think of something greater after that..one at a time:).i believe...because im giving myself a new life and challenge.
So,till then,wishing me a Good start in whatever im going to do next...one love

wonder..what will.....

i have been given the option and chances,so many times in my life,that sometimes,im afraid of doing the same mistake again.but,i believe that whatevr things that happens in life,you must be prepared with what ever outcomes that may occurs in the future or maybe today?
All i can say is that im happy with my life now,im blessed that i have someone that really loves me and cares for me,i wish that i really didn't make anyone or people that i love hurt and sad becuz of me,i do sometimes tired of menjaga hati everybody..so,im just being straight forward now,i guess my past and my surrounding teaches me to be that way...But,im not blaming nor regret with what has happened.I believe,everyone has their own story and ways in surviving and be successful in life,the key is BE yourself..
And what ever happened before,im tryingto be strong and moved on,there is no time to dwell with it..i kept on reminding myself each and everyday.And i know,no one will really understands you well,other than yourself.So im gonna love myself and try to learn and understand myself better in the future..Because at the end of the day,it is still your decision and your life,and another new things that need to be learn....
Good Night...

a letter to my grandma

Nek,
how are you?it's been awhile since we have met,it's been like 10 years?...miss you very much nek,i miss the time when you are there for me,when i need it you the most,miss your love and most of all you kueh makmor..i even remember your cooking,though it was simple,but it was one of my fav,nasi campur telur and sos..hihhi..
Nek,
i just wish that i never grew up and i dont have to think of the outcome and the hardest part in life.struggling to be someone that i dont want to be,living a life that i never thought i will have to go through all by myself.i felt so empty without you nek,and i wish that i never been away from you,since the day they are not together..
Nek,
i just want you to know that,you are always be remembrd..i wish that,life treats you Good,which is i know,you are Happy there..but nek,i just want thank you for taking a good care of me.I just want to tell you though life sometimes dont treat me right,but,im thankful for everything,for giving me YOU.and im happy with my life and the people that are treating me good and i know you will always pray for the best for me and to all  your grandchildrens...
Nek,
i love you so much and missed you always...xoxo

wasting my time for nothing..hihi

oh gosh,otak tidak berfungsi..wanted to write something today,but im just to lazy..And im getting bored with not doing anything now,everything is the same for me,routine is just the same..i want to do something MORe..yup2,can anyone,with a kind mind n hearted tell me,what is new?

valentine's and my sayang bday is around the corner..mmm,i have no idea what to give...i want to give something that is nice and boleh dipakai..apa ah?hahaha

kalo ikut blog bukan mcm ni pun,but,who cares,im free to write whatever i want right?....

till then,will give you something,when im full with idea....cause now im not..

bye for now!

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