a letter to my grandma

Nek,
how are you?it's been awhile since we have met,it's been like 10 years?...miss you very much nek,i miss the time when you are there for me,when i need it you the most,miss your love and most of all you kueh makmor..i even remember your cooking,though it was simple,but it was one of my fav,nasi campur telur and sos..hihhi..
Nek,
i just wish that i never grew up and i dont have to think of the outcome and the hardest part in life.struggling to be someone that i dont want to be,living a life that i never thought i will have to go through all by myself.i felt so empty without you nek,and i wish that i never been away from you,since the day they are not together..
Nek,
i just want you to know that,you are always be remembrd..i wish that,life treats you Good,which is i know,you are Happy there..but nek,i just want thank you for taking a good care of me.I just want to tell you though life sometimes dont treat me right,but,im thankful for everything,for giving me YOU.and im happy with my life and the people that are treating me good and i know you will always pray for the best for me and to all  your grandchildrens...
Nek,
i love you so much and missed you always...xoxo

wasting my time for nothing..hihi

oh gosh,otak tidak berfungsi..wanted to write something today,but im just to lazy..And im getting bored with not doing anything now,everything is the same for me,routine is just the same..i want to do something MORe..yup2,can anyone,with a kind mind n hearted tell me,what is new?

valentine's and my sayang bday is around the corner..mmm,i have no idea what to give...i want to give something that is nice and boleh dipakai..apa ah?hahaha

kalo ikut blog bukan mcm ni pun,but,who cares,im free to write whatever i want right?....

till then,will give you something,when im full with idea....cause now im not..

bye for now!

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